Haena knows how much I like this song - I bugged her so much about it haha.
Anyways, I guess one could say that I'm "so sick" in a number of ways: girls, school, poor attitude (whining, laziness, etc.), etc.
Girls:
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
As the song that talks about love song says (ironic, eh?), I'm so sick... of it all. It's a large hurt to carry - to see, to hear, to be envious when other guys talk to her - and what's sad is:
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
HOW TO CURE THIS SICKNESS IN 2010:
Freaking Ne-Yo... haha. Well, I don't know what I'm doing now. Probably being really naive. Hm. What to do, what to do. Maybe I'll keep going at what I'm doing - mindlessly (in a sense) going. Or actually stop this nonsense (although I've said this quite a freaking too many times). No more church girls, please... Yeah, I say that now... I don't know - I just feel comfortable and more like myself at church, so I guess I'm just more vulnerable to girls at church than at school. Interesting... A revelation while writing a Xanga entry.
School:
I am starting to become apathetic towards the pressure my mom is putting on me about school. Honestly, I want to succeed (who doesn't?), and to succeed with flying colors. I would love to hit a GPA above a 4.0 consistently. I would love to score above 2100 on the (stupid) SATs. I would love to get into Yale or Harvard or Brown. I would love to do all these things.
HOW TO CURE THIS SICKNESS IN 2010:
The thing is, I've got to get into a rhythm. No more "resting" when I get home from school - SAT studying until dinner (?) and homework until I am FINISHED. Make good use of after school/free period. Being on-point with all of this - JUST ONE MORE SEMESTER THAT LEGITIMATELY COUNTS!
Poor Attitude:
I really hate how sometimes I get "beejus" or angry or jealous or whiny or lazy or etc. Which is a reason why I, instead of whining straight-up in this entry, chose to include a "how to cure this sickness in 2010" (haha - get it? it still goes with the whole "So Sick" theme... teehee). I also dislike how some people can do that to me and others. Quite old, it gets (Yoda talk).
HOW TO CURE THIS SICKNESS IN 2010:
Well, honestly, this all starts with me. I can't exactly change all the people around me. I've got to change myself here - no more of those "emo" moments - you're not cool, Wooj; no one is going to support you in your emo-ness, so grow some and get out there. However, I do hate how we have that stereotypical mindset that guys have to be STRONG always even when we're not. Girls aren't the only ones who are contemplative, sensitive, etc. (hence, my Xanga entries - for those of you (girls mostly...) who care - btw, if you're reading this to its fullest extent, thanks!). I digress. Time to build a better me.
Side Notes:
1) I really, REALLY want to make the Virginia Upper Level Certamen team for Nationals... and win it all.
2) If I go snowboarding this year, I am determined to go down a hill smoothly/without falling.
3) Honestly, I would love to have a girlfriend... but I think it's just that I'm just intrigued and fascinated by the concept of being in a relationship? Although I think I'd be a pretty good boyfriend... not to sound conceited for anything 
4) Find a beast friend who's a girl. (I honestly envy the "Ellen/Eric" friendship, despite its rough patches)
5) Find a job (and use the money to buy a nice acoustic-electric)
6) What Hobbes has (not literally, just the concept of it - happiness):

7) A solid relationship with God (perhaps that's been said over and over by others - well, too bad, because it's the truth)
Chew on this comic for a bit:
Hello, 2010.
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